My regular is so fucking controlling. I know he’s trying to be a gentleman or whatever but he takes it way too far. He keeps fucking pulling my hand out of my coat pocket to hold it! He always wants to hold hands but it’s like 20 degrees with freezing rain and my pocket is warmer than his hand. And since he knows I’m cold he won’t just hold hands the normal way, he’s making me make a fist and then wrapping his hand around mine. And he keeps trying to put his hat on my head to keep me warm even though I’ve said no thanks to it ten times. And every time we get inside he starts trying to take my coat off before I’ve even finished unbuttoning it. And he insists on always walking on the outside, closest to the street, so we’re constantly having to switch sides when we turn or cross the street. When we’re laying around or sitting somewhere he’s constantly, like, posing my body. Moving my arms and legs around so I’m sufficiently cuddled up to him I guess. It’s so fucking intrusive! I feel like I wouldn’t mind if it was during sex; I want to do whatever it takes to get him off ASAP, but it’s basically all the time other than when we’re having sex. Thankfully he can’t sleep too close to me so we sleep on opposite sides of the bed but this morning the second he realized I was awake he scooted over and wrapped his whole self around me and I honestly wanted to kill him. I feel so smothered.
I don’t think I should do multiple days with him anymore. He’s talking about us going to Europe together for a whole week next summer. Fuck no!!!