The next phase in my effort for closure with my UFO encounters

Hi all,

I've been allowing you guys into my process for finding out whats been happening to me in regards to contact from either deep military or corporate programs or legitimate alien contact. The experiences began when I was a child when during a storm late at night at my grandmothers mountain house a lightening bolt struck outside of my window and woke me up to what I can only describe is a spider ike being with wicked eyes smiling at me.

Here are a few threads I've authored over the years on the topic...

Latest Thread

Another thread

Here is the my blatant and close encounter I've had with the tall blondes and sphere UFO in Mendocino CA

Another abduction experience before I had really come out about the big one with the tall blondes.

thread about my night terrors as a child.

Another possible abduction experience.

Dream I had where I was contacted by aliens and shown how photon engines work.

Another thread I made before I was really coming out, still very traumatized by a series of events.

Another dream experience where I was being giving information.

Another really weird dream I was having close to my encounter.

Another UFO I witnessed in santa Barbara

Here we have a list of threads that I've start throughout the years pertaining to this topic of UFO's or what I think to be related phenomenon. I haven't disclosed everything either only specific events. Now, allow me to remind you that in 2009 I was 23 years old so my content has grown significantly over the years.

I began more aggressively searching for answers for the many things that I've had happen in my life such as the experiences with the UFO's, the testing I was put through in the military and the many many dreams only a fraction of which I've recorded here. The reason I'm adding all of my threads into this one is so that you can gain perspective on what I've been going through and see that this is genuine and an honest attempt at my search for truth.

Today I came across a lady on The Higherside Chats named Melinda Leslie. During the episode she talks about Milabs, how the military and intelligence services try to contact people like me to learn about This Experience and my contact with the Tall Blondes.

So I am going to do everything I can to get in contact with this woman and see what she has to say about my experiences and see if I can't get any closer to the truth. After all the UFO experiences I've read and heard about she most closely describes the things I've gone through myself.

Anyway guys I'll keep you informed as the situation changes.

a reply to: onequestion

Really nice thread and you put a lot of time into this, I am going to read your links right now. Thank you for sharing what happened to you!

Thanks for 'allowing' us into the (delusion) process.
Wow, the years really do go by quickly don't they...
Best of luck with it all though.

a reply to: Quantum12

This, about a year ago I became passionate about finding answers.

I've had way to many experiences to ignore it. I've also had family members who worked at Bell Labs in the 1950s who told everyone about engines that were smaller than the head of pin and cell phones back in the 70's.

I don't really talk about a lot of things to try and stay more credible but I'm getting more and more involved.

originally posted by: Iamnotadoctor
Thanks for 'allowing' us into the (delusion) process.
Wow, the years really do go by quickly don't they...
Best of luck with it all though.

Only an ignoramus continues to think these things are delusions when 100,000's of people report similar experience independent of one another.

It's very clear to anyone with half a brain in their head that there's things going on in this world that can't be explained by the general public.

originally posted by: onequestion

originally posted by: Iamnotadoctor
Thanks for 'allowing' us into the (delusion) process.
Wow, the years really do go by quickly don't they...
Best of luck with it all though.

Only an ignoramus continues to think these things are delusions when 100,000's of people report similar experience independent of one another.

It's very clear to anyone with half a brain in their head that there's things going on in this world that can't be explained by the general public.

There's a guy named Bob Lazar who you should get in contact with.
You two would create amazing things together.

a reply to: onequestion

You really seem passionate about this, my grandpa worked at Ford Motor Company for many years from 1947 to 1971, he worked on secret projects for Ford, it was amazing what he told me.

I know how you feel!

a reply to: Quantum12

Oh please do tell, over messages and I'll share more with you. I'm very interested.

a reply to: onequestion

Sounds like you've had some serious experiences in your time. It's so hard for the average person to grasp the magnitude of just how mind shattering these types of experiences can be (especially when you are being gangstalked or gaslighted because of it, as some abductees have been) . I personally don't talk about it. Because I don't like the idea of being judged and castigated because of events that are completely out of my control.

Iamnotadoctor

He may not be a doctor but has no problem diagnosing other people's "delusions" .

a reply to: onequestion

Ford built a car that could get over 100 miles per gallon with the same power. It was tested and perfected.

The problem was yep, big oil said no way, your cars will put us out of business. No gas no driving. My grandpa is gone, before he left this place and went to another dimension he explained to me that things are really not what they seem!

I don't want to go off topic on your thread!

a reply to: CagliostroTheGreat

Yeah I couldnt care less what that guy thinks hes truly blind to the truth.

I know its taken me years to really wrap my head around it. I went through a 2-4 year phase of chaos after the events. They totally transformed my entire perspective and life path. You can look at my threads and see a massive evolution of the years after I was totally awoken.

Its kinda crazy to see. I'm probably being studied through ATS.

Actually I was negotiating 2 HUGE PPV fights during that time frame and after about 2-3 weeks worth of crazy experiences regarding this topic I was never able to fight on the same level again. Changed me in a way I never understood.

a reply to: Quantum12

Ughhhh... start a thread I'll contribute so interesting info I know.

originally posted by: Iamnotadoctor

originally posted by: onequestion

originally posted by: Iamnotadoctor
Thanks for 'allowing' us into the (delusion) process.
Wow, the years really do go by quickly don't they...
Best of luck with it all though.

Only an ignoramus continues to think these things are delusions when 100,000's of people report similar experience independent of one another.

It's very clear to anyone with half a brain in their head that there's things going on in this world that can't be explained by the general public.

There's a guy named Bob Lazar who you should get in contact with.
You two would create amazing things together.

Lazar has nothing to do with this thread, and using him to attempt a debunk of the OP is just as ignorant as can be. So utilizing ignorance is how you deal with the concept of alien life visiting earth? I don't see it working very well for you. Why even bother about something you think is fantasy? Are you hoping to save us all from a delusional tragedy?

onequestion

I never had to deal with that type of sudden trauma during adulthood, I have been having experiences since I was too young to actually understand them. That doesn't change the fact that when I do remember certain things it is no less traumatic. That's enough though.

a reply to: onequestion
Cheese n rice, you've got to write a book, pal.

a reply to: CagliostroTheGreat

I still can't figure out if it was really traumatic or just mind opening, drastically mind opening.

I still think about it on a regular basis and often I hear people talk about it as if it was traumatic. I don't know to tell you the truth.

a reply to: donktheclown

Ehhh, I don't know about all that.

a reply to: onequestion

Bookmarking for your list of threads to delve into as i get to them.

I will say this. No matter how credible you are, there will be people who say you're delusional. No matter how delusional someone is, there will be people who believe them. I also believe that at times, people have experiences which are so bizarre, their minds "fill in the blanks" with a more comprehensible version of what happened, so the "truth" may be stranger than it seemed even to the experiencer.

Anyhow, I've got an open mind and will be checking out your threads, as well as replies here. I've never seen a really top-notch UFO, but I "witnessed" a sighting/aftermath unfold via multiple unconnected (except in their mutual connections to me) people. It was fascinating that it happened, but more fascinating was their individual interpretations, reactions, and development of their understandings over time after the event.

a reply to: onequestion

You know, I'd guess "officials" might be interested in this, but are hardly the ones behind the curtain. This is going on for thousands of years. Which makes it pretty hard (for me) to accept the ET theory.
But what remains if we rule out government and ET? And there are still unknown machines with very strange properties. Like the helicopters in Vietnam, which were capable of shooting at the patrol boats with their own bullets and missiles.
Are demons, angels, or ancient gods and "ET" the same thing? Tinkering with us for thousands of years? Or capable of manipulating time, which is now resulting in so many experiencing the Mandela(?) effect?
Or is it more an "inner brain" issue? If someone is under hypnosis and gets suggested he/she is getting scratched f.e. they actually have a wound afterwards. How is that possible? Does it have to do something with the topic at all?
Then the numbers of people experiencing psychosis is almost epidemically rising. Is that because we are smoking more pot? Have more hormones in our food, like milk, etc? Or is this the dark side of the "awakening"?

Sorry but all I have to contribute seem to be huge question marks!

originally posted by: onequestion
a reply to: CagliostroTheGreat

Actually I was negotiating 2 HUGE PPV fights during that time frame and after about 2-3 weeks worth of crazy experiences regarding this topic I was never able to fight on the same level again. Changed me in a way I never understood.

Are you saying you were a professional combat/MMA athlete?